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Saturday, May 9, 2009

Happy Mother's Day

Friday when I went to pick up Emma from school I received yet another beautiful masterpiece made by Emma especially for Mommy. (Well, with the help of her teachers) Isn't this the sweetest thing EVER?

Ever since we lost Will, Mother's Day has always been a painful day for me. Last year I just tried to ignore the holiday all together. It was just another heartbreaking reminder that my baby boy is not here with me. Many people think that because I have Emma it's all better, and that all of my sadness is gone. That couldn't be farther from the truth. It still hurts... deeply. Don't get me wrong, having Emma in my life has been absolutely wonderful and she brings much love and happiness into my life. I love her with all of my heart and soul. It's just that I don't know if I will ever be able to fully enjoy any holiday or joyous occasion, because my son is not here with me to celebrate it.

We are so thankful for all the mothers we have in our lives. Whether it be our own mothers, grandmothers, friends, or even acquaintances, mothers have always given us the most inspiration and wisdom. So, thank you to all the mothers out there!

1 comment:

Lauren, Ryan, Zach & Austin said...

That is so sweet. If you ever need to talk, call me anytime.